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A little after I graduated from High School, I moved with my ex-boyfriend to Florida. He was my first love and childhood love. It did not work out between us when we lived together so I moved down to Panama City with my Older brother. My brother then moved to Oklahoma City and I wanted to stay in Florida so I moved to Tampa. My whole life , I probably saw my Mom 5 times if that. She was busy living her new life with her new family. She had a new husband and a new daughter. Her life was perfect. She would come visit once in a while when she had a chance. One time she sent me a ticket to come visit her for Thanksgiving. I was so happy and excited because me and my mother will finally have a mother and daughter relationship. I came to see her for thanksgiving and it was great. We weren't really that comfortable with each other because we never really got a chance to know each other and I knew that it was normal and it would take time. I knew that we wouldn't be really close right away and we needed to spend more time to get real comfy with each other. After thanksgiving, I went back home to Virginia, and she sent me a birthday card for my birthday with 200 dollars in it. I was so happy. I called her to thank her. After that, I called her on Christmas to tell her that her present is in the mail already and she said that it wont be necessary. The present never even got to her in time because she passed away a couple of days after I talked to her. I came over her house for the funeral to gather her belongings and the present was still there unopened. The hope I had of us having a relationship went down the drain. Losing my mom and grandma was tough for me. It still affects me now whenever I think about it. Now, I am still in Tampa Florida Pursuing my bachelor's degree and modeling career.